Full-Blown Pain: My Fight Against the Enigmatic Suffering of Cluster Headaches
It was a overcast Monday in the morning in September 2016. I worked as a educator, attempting to manage a new class, when a sudden pain bloomed behind my right eye. Then came rapid shocks, like lightning bolts. As the school day came and went, the discomfort eased and then came back with increased force. Four times that day I handed over a teaching assistant with activities and hurried to the staff bathroom to douse my face with cool water. I tried ibuprofen, but the pain remained unbearable.
The attacks returned frequently that fall, and once more in the spring, soon forming an yearly cycle. The autumn months were the worst, then February and March. I could predict the pattern: aura in the shower, early pangs on the commute, full-on pain in class by 9.30am. In 2019, a GP finally sent me to a specialist and I was diagnosed with cluster headaches.
This condition often start with severe pain behind one eye that persists up to three hours.
Approximately one in 1,000 individuals suffer by the disorder, and men are more often affected. Attacks usually begin with sudden, excruciating agony focused on one eye that reaches its peak within a short time and lasts for as long as three hours. Episodes occur in cycles, daily or several times a day, and are associated with red or watery eyes, drooping eyelids or face perspiration. I have the episodic form, which occurs in periodic bouts; others have continuous attacks, characterized by the absence of long pain-free periods.
What unites patients is the intensity. One study scored the sensation at 9.7 out of 10, more severe than bone fractures or pancreatitis. Another discovered 64% of cluster headache patients experienced thoughts of self-harm during attacks; the number dropped to 4% when they were pain-free.
One patient, in her seventies, a chronic patient from Wales, finds this understandable. Her attacks started when she was two. “I would throw myself on the floor and hit my head. That was put down to being spoiled,” she says. Her symptoms worsened through her youth. Drinking in her adolescence, like several triggers, made things more intense. After having alcohol at her school leaving party, she remembers hardly being able to see on the transport home.
Her relatives often interpreted her episodes as drunken behavior. Support finally came from her parent and then from her partner, Rod. “I was very lucky to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs found office work after moving, but often concealed her illness. She was dismissed from one job, in part due to absences during attacks. Her definitive identification came in the early 2000s at a specialist hospital.
Nevertheless, the inability to plan daily activities around erratic attacks took its toll. She especially hated being unable to plan outings, being seen as flaky as a co-worker, and even having to be cared for by her family during the incapacitation caused by the most severe episodes. “It steals from you of the small liberties we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She remembers obtaining tickets for a major concert, only to have an attack inside a portable toilet.
Headaches have been documented across the ages. “The first account of headache originates from the Mesopotamians in 4000BC,” write authors in a book on the topic. They attributed the ailment to an evil spirit who afflicted his sufferers' heads.
Ancient medical texts propose bizarre treatments for what some observers would classify as a migraine. In the medieval times, migraine was recognised as a distinct condition, with treatments ranging from bloodletting to other, more superstitious cures.
It was a European doctor who provided the initial comprehensive account of a cluster-type attack. In his medical observations, he describes a patient “afflicted with a very severe headache occurring and vanishing each day at fixed hours”.
The disorder were only officially classified by global medical committees in 1988. From the 1960s to the late 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a problem with a major blood vessel that supplies blood to the brain. Leading experts in diagnosing the condition explain this.
In the late 1990s, researchers released the findings of a research project for which they had triggered cluster headaches in patients and observed the episodes in a brain scanner. The results, featured in a prominent medical publication, showed increased activity of the hypothalamus, which is responsible for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in discomfort, and a deactivation when they felt better.
Despite such advances, diagnosis remains delayed. Jamie Charteris's attacks began in 1986 and felt like “a modelling balloon being inflated behind my one eye”. GPs thought he had a sinus issue; he underwent four operations before finally being diagnosed in recently, after a doctor researched his symptoms.
Neurologists say wait times in diagnosing and managing happen because patients are seldom seen during an episode. “You're tired and low, but not in agony,” a doctor says. He proceeds by ruling out other common headache conditions, such as tension-type headache, before confirming cluster headaches. A thorough patient history is crucial: on which side do signs appear? For how long? What season? Are there precipitating factors, such as certain foods? Specific features such as tearing, sagging eyelids and stuffy nose help verify cluster headaches. Once identified, patients may be sent to specialist centers. But many first arrive to A&E or are given unsuitable treatments.
A charity trustee, in her late seventies, has experienced cluster headaches for the majority of her adult life, although she hasn't had an attack since recent years. When she was in her twenties, she had her teeth pulled because dentists misunderstood her pain. She thinks dentists still need much more education. When a sufferer sought help from a charity, it was Chapman who replied. The author recalls calling a support line during an attack in early 2021; a reassuring advisor guided them through oxygen treatment and drugs until the attack passed.
National guidance on management recommend that patients are offered high-dose oxygen therapy and/or a anti-migraine drug delivered by injection. No oral painkillers or strong analgesics should be used. Preventive options include a blood pressure medication, which reportedly soothes the bouts of some individuals.
But leading specialists argue the official guidelines need updating to reflect a more defined clinical pathway and help general practitioners avoid incorrect prescriptions. For periodic patients, the treatment window is critical: “The length of the bout determines the treatment.” Brief cycles with infrequent episodes are managed with abortive treatment only. More prolonged or more intense periods require preventives such as certain drugs, sometimes paired with steroids. A significant number of patients also receive a nerve block injection during a cycle – an procedure into the side of the skull where the discomfort is that reduces nerve activity.
The official guidelines need updating to reflect a